Mad Cow!

Mar. 7th, 2017 07:35 pm
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Ugh, I swear, I have just about had it right now. I'm such an idiot!

So, as I mentioned in my last post, I'm sick. Yes, still. I went to the doctor yesterday and got some meds, but they'll take some time to start working. So, I'm sitting here, feeling crappy, trying to do homework. I was going to try to get started on the big paper for my Econ class. See, I'd done some research a little while ago. Went around and saved a bunch of sources, skimmed through them. So, I should be good to go for starting to write. If I don't have all the sources I need, I should have at least enough to start with.

But no. See, I'm an idiot. Somehow, I managed to delete all the research I'd saved. Yeah. I could have sworn I'd copied it over, but evidently not. And now it's gone. So I have to start all over. And that means I can't start writing until even later. Fuck college, seriously. I'm too sick and tired to feel up to dealing with this shit right now.

I'm a strange mix of pissed off and whiny/clingy right now. =/ On the one hand, I'm really mad that I have to do this work twice. But, it's like...I don't have the energy to actually be mad. I just want to be cuddled and taken care of. Stupid infection.
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Ugh, I swear...I feel like I haven't been on the computer (for fun) in ages...

I've been busy with school, of course. Had some tests that I had to take with that creepy lockdown browser, so I had to do that after work. I also got back into my Raspberry Pi again, and I've been playing a little Final Fantasy VI. <3 I think I'm almost half-way through it? I'm at the point right before it switches to the World of Ruin, whatever that is. The walkthrough I'm following has me running around doing things, because apparently, this is the last chance for a lot of stuff. So, once I finish doing miscellaneous tasks, I'll head into that next dungeon, and things should get interesting. =D

I don't know if I ever talked about my Raspberry Pi before. I know I meant to write a post on it, back when I got it, but I think I ended up forgetting. ^^;; Well, basically, a Raspberry Pi is a teeny, tiny computer. The thing seriously fits in the palm of my hand. And you can run all sorts of stuff on it, really, but my family uses them for video game emulators.

Brief squeeing within. )

Oh, and I got sick. Again. =/ Earlier this week, my tonsils swelled up and I got all congested. Not fun. Honestly, I'm almost more offended than anything. I just was sick, maybe a month ago? If that? And now, here I am again. Luckily, it's not the same thing, because what I had last time was pretty rough. This isn't as bad as that. It still sucks, though.

So, between being too tired or sick to do more than watch TV, and playing some FFVI, I really haven't gotten on the computer just for fun in a couple of weeks, probably. Although, hell...I haven't read anything in even longer. =( I seriously need to get a better handle on my time management skills. I have work and homework to do, obviously, but sometimes I drag my feet too much on the homework. I get distracted, or whatever, and I end up wasting a lot of time. And it's not even fun time wasting, like taking a break to read or something. No, it's just surfing Facebook and playing stupid games on my phone. Part of the problem is this stupid project that I have to do for my Econ class. I know I need to start on it, because I have no idea how long it'll take to get it done. But it's just a daunting task to start a big paper like that. So, I sit down and intend to work on it...and I end up wasting my time on stupid stuff, instead. And then, if I have free time after work, I'm often too tired to feel like doing anything fun. Hence my being a slug in front of the TV.

Meh. I'm just feeling a little sorry for myself, I guess. It's stupid, but whatever. I just want to read. Or watch some anime. (I just picked up the two Sailor Moon Crystal sets that are out, plus I've still got stuff from Christmas that I haven't had time to watch.) I want to make graphics or read fanfic, or surf the internet for neat stuff 'til the wee hours of the morning. I want my hobbies, damn it. And lately, I just haven't had enough time or energy. I watch TV, which is nice, but it's more a way to lay around and rest, rather than that I'm super excited about what I'm watching. I want to do something because it's fun. I am having fun playing FFVI, but I'm not really playing that much. And I'm running around doing miscellaneous stuff right now, not even advancing the story.

...Geez, this post turned out really whiny, didn't it? Oops. >_>
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This is yet another reason why being an adult sucks.

I feel like I'm coming down with something. Mom and Rich both got it at about the same time. Dad got it today. And now I think I might be getting it. That's not the suck. (Well, it is, but it's not what I was referring to before.)

The suck is this. I'm not really sick yet, but I can feel it hovering. And, unsurprisingly, I don't really feel like doing anything tonight. Part of me's lobbying to take the night off, just read, relax, whatever. But then another part of me (this would be the responsible adult part, I guess) says that no, I really need to try to do homework tonight. Because if I do get sick, I'm going to be useless for the next few days. I really won't feel like working, and the odds of my getting anything done are pretty slim. So, I need to work now, while I only feel a little under the weather.

The 'being an adult sucks' part is that I know that part of me is right. So, I have to do homework. And pray that I don't actually get sick. =P

...Yeah, I'm feeling whiny. Hence, this post.

EDIT: Oh, and the homework that's due soonest, which I'm trying to do? Is math. I am already deeply offended by this class. See, I had no idea it was a fucking math class. "Intro to Operations Management", or something similar, is the title. Who would think that would mean math? But it does. The scary kind of math you almost have to rely on Excel for, but I'm pretty sure we're not allowed to use Excel on the tests. I am so screwed. And trying to do these assignments...I get a question wrong, and I can't tell if I actually did it wrong (the formula), or just made one teeny tiny mechanical error. Which I can't see. Argh. I would scream, if my throat didn't hurt.

Braaaaains

Jan. 12th, 2016 09:21 pm
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I swear, this whole fuzzy-headed, can't-concentrate thing that I get at the beginning of a semester really sucks.

It's understandable, and expected, even. But still. I really, really hate it. It's so hard to get going; like a car that doesn't want to start in cold weather. You know that if you push it enough, you'll get going eventually....emphasis on 'eventually'. =P And that's what I'm doing now. Most of my classes are open, so I've started doing the reading for the class with homework due the earliest. And I just. Cannot. Focus. Seriously. I'll read a page or two, then I'll go play on my phone. After a little while, I'll go back and read another page or two. Lather, rinse, repeat.

Honestly...as much as I like having time off with the breaks between semesters...I almost wish there was a way to just have classes that would run straight through. Maybe a week off, that's it. But seriously...I think it would be easier to concentrate if I didn't get nearly a month of time to let my brain atrophy. (And summer break's going to be even worse. Ugh.)

Also? The class I'm starting with is Economics. And there's math in it. Like, graphing, finding slopes of lines and curves...shit that I haven't done since junior high, probably. This is seriously not cool, people. Because, despite what math teachers love to say, you do not use that shit in real life, unless you work in a math-oriented profession. (And I do not.) So, I'm worrying about how hard I'll find the homework. I can safely say I've completely forgotten this crap, and I don't know how easily I'll relearn it.

Oh, and one more thing. I noticed this in a class or two last semester, and I'm seeing it again here. The textbooks will give a term, and then tell you that it doesn't mean what that word normally means. In this context, it means 'some other word'. But they won't use that word, no, they're going to use the first one, which means something different. And it's driving me a little batty. Words have meanings. Use the word that means what you're talking about! Like, in the beginning of my Econ book, they're talking about how resources are 'scarce'. But it doesn't mean 'scarce', as in 'rare, or hard to find'. No, it means 'finite'. But we can't just say 'finite', because that would be too reasonable. =P Or, I remember my Management book from last semester, instead of saying 'department', they'd call it a 'function' or some such bull. Seriously. No, we can't say 'department level such-and-such', no, it's 'function level', which frequently made no bloody sense in the sentence. Or the 'research and development function'. Seriously. It's the fucking R&D department! It just makes things harder than they need to be, because you're reading and you know the actual definition of the word, but you keep having to stop and correct yourself as you read, so you can try to understand what's being said. Fucking stupid is what it is.

...Geez, this post started as whiny and ended up pissy. Oh, and I'm procrastinating, too! Still in the middle of reading my Econ book, and I stop to write this. I really need to quit doing this...
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I swear, I go months without posting anything, and now that I've finally written one, here I am again with another, only 24 hours later. XD This time it's work that brings me here.

So, I go in for my shift today. Luckily, I felt okay. A bit run down, but no worse than that. So, yay, right? Well, I walk into my department, and in addition to the guys I usually see when I come in, C is also there. C is the guy who works the early shift, and I almost never see him. He is also the guy they had me training a bit on my nighttime processes, last week. So I see him, and internally go, "Oh, fuck."

Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against the guy, but for one, I really didn't want to have to deal with anyone tonight. And for another...I'm a little peeved about having to train him more. He's nice enough, but he spends a lot of time bitching about our coworkers. It makes me a bit uncomfortable anyway, plus the guy who seems to annoy him the most is E, who has never been anything but nice to me. Now, maybe he's just as obnoxious as C says during the day. I have no way of knowing. But I like E well enough, and I don't really like listening to this guy complain all freaking night.

Plus, he's apparently job hunting as we speak. Obviously, it's his business if he wants to leave, but still. The guy acts like he's got one foot out the door already. (And no, he hasn't actually worked for us all that long.) And they're talking like they want me to train him to be my backup? To cover my vacations and such? Now, I don't mind training someone for that. Not at all. But it just feels like a colossal waste of my time to train this guy, when he's probably going to bail on us as soon as he can. Then I'll have to train someone else. It's just stupid for me to have to do this twice in quick succession.

I'm thinking about talking to T about this, but I don't quite know how to go about it. Just going up to her and saying he's planning to leave makes me feel like a kid running to tattle to the teacher. =P I don't know if he's mentioned his job hunt to anyone other than me, but I'm kinda guessing not. (And why the hell would you tell that to someone you barely know, anyway?) But I really feel that it's a waste of time for me to train him if we know he's not going to stick around. We've got another guy I could possibly train for this, instead. Assuming he is planning to stay, it'd make a lot more sense for me to just train him instead.

So, I don't know. I'm annoyed, but I'm not sure how much I want to push it. We'll see how I feel about it tomorrow, I guess.
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I swear...I'm such an anti-social butterfly. =P

One of my coworkers has been working late for the past two weeks; this'll be the third. And it's slowly driving me crazy. One of my very favorite things about working the late shift is that I'm by myself in my department. I like the solitude and quiet. So, having someone else here is kinda wigging me out. And it's not even anything against this guy, personally. I barely know him, but he seems nice enough. I just don't want other people lurking around my little Fortress of Solitude.

And as time goes on, I find myself getting more easily annoyed, and bitchy. Little things will get on my nerves, more than they should. Like how he talks to himself. And he's soft spoken, so I keep starting, and trying to see if he's talking to me, or just mumbling to himself. It's really annoying. (Yeah, I talk to myself sometimes. But I don't do it when other people are around!)

Or the small talk. Honestly, I dislike small talk as a general rule. But if we aren't friendly with each other, and it looks like I'm doing something, then don't interrupt me just to try and make small talk. Like, if I'm reading? Leave me alone, unless it's important. (I always thought the whole 'nose buried in a book' thing was a basic bit of 'leave me alone' body language. Evidently not. =P) Or if I'm tinkering around on my computer, don't ask what I'm doing. It's none of your business, and I really don't feel like explaining it. I know I'm being more bitchy about this than is reasonable, but it just bugs me. It just feels nosy to me, though I know that's not really fair.

Ugh...It's only Monday, but I'm already wanting this week to be over. I had to come in a little early today, so one of the day-shift girls could show me how to do something. Not a big deal, but a little annoying. Then, I looked at the calendar over the weekend, and saw that I'll have to work on Saturday this week, because the Fourth of July is next week. Long weeks are always a drag, and this one kinda caught me by surprise; I usually notice them coming up sooner. So I have to work Monday through Saturday, then I'll get one day off, then I'll work Monday through Thursday. And who knows how many of those days my coworker will be here late. =/ Ugh. I'm going to have to try and rustle up some good entertainment/distraction material. I'm going to need it.

Basically, lots of little things are piling up to make me a bit more whiny and short tempered than usual. Yay. =P

Seriously?

Jun. 15th, 2014 05:37 am
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I swear, I have the oddest luck sometimes...

So Mom and I went shopping today. Both Father's Day and her birthday are coming up shortly, and we needed to get a couple of last minute things. Nothing odd about that. We even went an extra town over, so we could go to a couple of shops that we don't visit often. And it was a fruitful trip! We both got the last minute gifts we needed, and I even found some things for myself. I got some manga (Pandora Hearts vol. 20 and Codename Sailor V 1-2), a lunchbox, and I even found the regular sized alicorn!Twilight that I've been hunting for. <3 Then, we stopped to get some groceries and I got to pick out a few yummy things.

So far so good, right? Well, here's the thing. We took my brother's convertible, and we rode with the top down. It was gorgeous out today, so it was good weather for it. Maybe a little too gorgeous. I ended up with sunburns on both shoulders, my upper arms, and a little on my neck. And the kicker? I actually put sunscreen on! We've got a little tube of the stuff stashed in the center console of the convertible, for just this reason. So, shortly after we started, I put some on.

Well, apparently I'm too stupid to manage to work sunscreen correctly. The one we have is kind of like an oversized tube of Chapstick; it's a roll-on type thing. Well, I rolled it on and tried to smear it around. But it clearly didn't work, as I now not only have sunburns, but truly ridiculous looking ones. See, the places where I rolled the sunscreen on didn't burn! So, I have these silly stripes of unburned skin thoughout my sunburns in a vaguely zig-zag pattern, on both arms. =/ Yeah.

And I'm feeling kinda whiny about it. I haven't had a sunburn in years. (I don't do outdoors. I embrace the pasty pale geek stereotype.) So it almost feels worse, simply for not having had one in so long. Realistically, they're not that bad. I've seen much worse on Dad and Rich before. Still. As I am a whiny sort, I am a bit annoyed about it. They burn, and hurt, and itch, and I know that I can't really do anything to them. Dad says that all he's found that helped him (and I got his fair skin) was to just pour cold water over them regularly. So I'm doing that, but it's not much. Bleh.

...So, yeah. That's how much of a dork I am. I don't just sunburn, I get creatively designed sunburns. Geez. XD

Ick

Mar. 4th, 2014 12:08 am
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You ever have someone who just freaks you out, for almost no discernible reason? I really hate that. It's such a weird feeling...like, I just get this oogie feeling, but I can't really point to any particular thing that he did that was creepy. It's just like a vibe or something. Which is nice and vague. =P

Besides being weird, it means I can't really complain about it. I mean, if there was something that he did that I could point to and say, "Hey, that's inappropriate!" that would be one thing, you know? I could tell my boss and maybe get something done. But it's just not reasonable to complain and say that I get a bad vibe off the guy.

Hell, sometimes I feel a little bad about it. I mean, like I said...it's not like the guy actually did anything. But I just can't help it. He gives me the creeps and I really, really hate being around him. Bleh.

This random post is brought to you by our creepy-ass janitor.

Blargh

Jan. 6th, 2014 05:34 am
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I just had a weekend, and I already want another.

I swear, I didn't really get much of anything done. I feel like all I did this weekend was sleep and eat. =P I napped a lot, and today I've been grazing pretty much all damn day. Ugh. So that's annoying.

Also, the wiper blades I bought on Friday ended up being the wrong kind, or something. So I have to take them back and get new ones. Which wouldn't be that bad, but we had the nasty winter weather today. So, I stayed in, even though I'd wanted to go out. Now, I'm just wondering what the roads'll look like tomorrow. It probably depends of if the snow's done or not...if they have the time, they'll likely get the roads cleared. But if it keeps coming down, then maybe not. Plus, all I can see is what the snow looks like here. I work in a different town, so they may have more than us. *Shrugs* Guess I'll find out when I get up tomorrow.

Even if the roads are clear, it's still going to suck, though. I just looked at my phone, and it's 0° right now. Not 'zero' as in 'freezing'/32° F. No, just zero degrees. Ugh. I'm sure this is normal in other parts of the country, but it's not here. Here, that's pretty fucking cold. So I am really, really not looking forward to going outside in that. Plus, y'know...all the snow and ice that will still be lurking. 'Cause it sure as hell won't be melting anytime soon with these temps. =P

...Yeah, this post was pretty pointless. It's been that kind of day. ^^;; Well, I'm off to go eat something (again), and then hopefully get some sleep.
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Ugh, I totally fail at LJ lately. I've been meaning to post for a couple of weeks now, but I never got around to it. Because yes, I am that lazy. Bleh.

Well, let's see. I'm finished with my Christmas shopping, which is nice. Still waiting for a couple of things to come in the mail, but that's it. And as per usual for this time of year, I'm quietly fretting over my bank account. I'm not broke or anything, but this is way more money than I usually spend at once. (Other than at this time of year, that is.) Plus, I've still got a couple of other bills that I'm paying off. Realistically, I'm sure I'll be fine. But I still worry, regardless. ^^;;

Speaking of worrying...we're having absolutely shitty luck with appliances lately. Our oven got wonky on Thanksgiving; the stove-top still works fine, but the inside is really hit and miss. Some times it'll work for a little while, then quit. Sometimes it won't work at all. Mom had a guy look at it, and he had to order a part to fix it. Then, yesterday, our fridge/freezer combo crapped out. The freezer wasn't working at all, so we had to throw out everything that we had in there. =/ And the fridge is nearly as bad; it's still a little cold, but not nearly what it should be. So, when the guy comes tomorrow to fix the oven, Mom's going to have him look at the fridge. No idea how long it'll take to get it fixed, or what it'll cost. Ugh.

And the thing is, neither of these appliances are very old! No more than three or four years, I think. So this is really aggravating me. Plus, of all the times it could have happened, this time of year is the worst. =P

Plus, my schedule's going to be out of whack for the next two weeks or so, because of the holidays. I'm grateful for the extra pay I'll be able to earn, but I'm still cringing a little. I won't get a proper weekend until after the first of the year. So I know I'm going to get tired, and stay tired until then. =P I'll manage, obviously, but I'm going to whine about it a little.

On the positive side, I've been enjoying the new season of My Little Pony so far. I had some mixed feelings on the Daring Do episode, but overall, I'm happy. Also, rewatching season 3 of Winx Club so I can get some screencaps for icons. I haven't seen this bit for a while; it's kinda wild to go back to the older art style. I like it, though. =D I'm also keeping an eye on the new season six episodes. I've only watched the first one so far; I might let the episodes build up a bit, so I can splurge on a bunch at once. But I will say this...from the clips I just watched, I think I may like this new transformation more than I thought I would. Fingers crossed!

...And I'm trying not to look at RightStuf's holiday sales. Because they always have such awesome deals, but I really don't need to be spending more money just yet. XD

Argh!

Nov. 21st, 2013 04:50 am
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So...today kinda sucked.

I left to go to work, like usual. I was on time, no big deal. I got on the highway....and barely got out of town before traffic came to a near stop. They were doing construction further on down the way. Which they neglected to advertise ahead of time. Traffic wasn't quite backed up to town, so I couldn't see it before I got on the highway. So, by the time I saw it, I was stuck.

Even then, I thought, okay. It'll be slow for a bit, then things will get moving. Oh, if only. I swear...I drove the entire distance between my town and the town I work in doing no more than 5 mph. And often, at a complete standstill. Thus, a drive that normally takes no more than 10-15 minutes ended up taking an hour. Yeah.

So, obviously, I figured out pretty early on that I'd be late for work. So, when we were stopped, I reached back and started rifling through my purse for my phone. I was going to text one of my coworkers and let them know. I finally found the pocket that I keep my phone in...and it was empty. Yeah. I went off and forgot my freaking phone on the charger. And of all the days for that to happen, it had to pick today. The one day that I actually needed the damn thing. =/

I ended up being 45 minutes late. I'm not sure if my coworkers were mad, or worried, or both. Yuck. Of course I felt bad about it, but still...it really wasn't my fault. I apologized like crazy, but I really couldn't have done anything about it. And since I'm paid by the hour, I had to stay an extra 45 minutes at the end of my shift to make up the time. Ugh.

Oh, and to top it all off? This is only Wednesday. And this is a long week, since Thanksgiving is next Thursday. So that means I'll be working on Saturday. And my schedule will be loopy until the end of next week. Sigh. I'm already feeling worn out, and the week's not even quite half over yet. =P

Geez, this post started out pissed and ended up whiny. That's a little odd. XD
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Ugh, I've got such a case of the Mondays today. =P I'm tired, I'm hungry, and I just have no patience for people's stupid bullshit today. And so, of course, people in my general vicinity have to be stupid and waste my time today. =P I swear, I'm just feeling prickly and anti-social...like, come close at your own risk. I'll be glad to go home when my shift's over.

Oh, and besides people being generally clueless? I've also got someone hanging around my department, working on something. I hate that. (And of course, nobody told me about this ahead of time. =P) Like I said...anti-social. It's nothing against this guy personally; and he's being fairly quiet and unobtrusive, which is good. Still, I wish he'd go home. Part of what I like about my job is the quiet, alone time I get. So I get cranky when people intrude into my little bubble. =P And it doesn't help that he's sitting right across from me. Ugh.

Edit: Damn, this guy stayed later than I did! I figured he'd be around for a few hours, then go home. Nope. I left at 1:30, and he was still working.
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Ugh, I swear...I have been completely useless for the past couple of weeks. =P I've had absolutely no energy and no luck getting much of anything done. Like, the absolute basics are about it. Work, simple household things like feeding the kitties, etc. Anything else? Not so much. Ugh. So very troublesome. Yeah, I'm channeling my inner Shikamaru, here. With all the lazy, but none of the genius.

Went to the movies with my folks tonight. We saw the new Die Hard movie; it was good. I'd never seen any of the others, but I liked it. So I'll put the rest in my Netflix queue. Speaking of Netflix, I finally got around to watching the recent batch of Marvel movies. I have mixed opinions on those. I mostly liked them, but felt the attempts to tie them together were kind of stilted and awkward in some cases. I'll watch the new ones as they come out, though.

Been spending a ridiculous amount of time playing with my phone. God, that little thing is such an excellent time waster. I'm still playing Dragonvale, and today my mom told me there's a Bejeweled app, too. So I downloaded that, and I've been playing it ever since. I swear, such a simple game shouldn't be so addictive, but it is. (Seriously. Try to play just one game. I dare you.)

I need to do another MLP post sometime, too. I've been getting some new goodies (mostly blind bag figures), but since they've been coming in dribs and drabs, I haven't wanted to post yet. Plus, I got some photography tips, so I want to see if the pictures I take for this one could not suck, unlike the previous ones. XD

Speaking of MLP, I watched the season finale last weekend. I mostly liked it, but I did have a couple of complaints. Have you seen it yet, [personal profile] amelia_seyroon? If so, what did you think? I'm really looking forward to the next season, though! I wonder when it will start...obviously, it'll be a while, but still.

...Geez, this post was a little random, huh? ^^;; Well, I'm off to raid the kitchen. Then, it's to bed with me. Ja~!
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...This week is dragging so freaking much. It's seriously driving me crazy. I don't even know why; nothing's really different. But it just feels like this week is taking twice as long to pass as usual. =/ I'm boooooooooored, damn it.

The only interesting thing I've done this week is watch TV. And that's not really all that interesting. =P I'm watching a new show, which does help some. My mother's been telling me I need to watch The Big Bang Theory, so I got some disks from Netflix. And I will admit, she was right. It's hilarious. I love this show so much. But three disks go by way too fast, since it's only a half-hour show. So that didn't occupy me for long.

And I just can't seem to concentrate on anything productive, which is really annoying. Like, I want to be able to do things...but whenever I have the chance, my mind is just all fuzzy and I can't concentrate. And if I actually do make myself do something, it tends to not turn out very well. So, then I get annoyed at that. At this point, I pretty much just need something to keep my mind busy. =P

I'm kind of tempted to buy something fun, but I'm trying to restrain myself. The newest DVD set of Warehouse 13 is out, and I'd like to get it. Plus, I can always find e-books on Amazon that I want. Either of those would keep my mind occupied for a while. I guess I'll check tomorrow and see how much money I have left from my paycheck, after I pay bills. Maybe I can justify it? ^^;;

God, I'm so glad tomorrow's Friday. I need a weekend like whoa. Hopefully I'll be less brain-dead next week. =P

Ugh...

Jul. 7th, 2012 05:42 pm
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I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm ready for this heat-wave to be over, already. Ugh. It's just miserable, seriously. Want to know how hot it is? The thermometer says 106, with a heat index of 109. Yeah. And it's been that way for a week or more, I think? I swear, I feel like I'm about to melt into a little puddle. =P

Even just sitting inside, it's miserable. I'm sitting here, with a fan blowing directly on me, wearing as little as I can get away with. And I'm still so hot that I can't concentrate on much. It just sucks...no matter what you try to do, it's hard. Like, I want to do some graphics or read, or something else productive. But with this heat, I have like, no energy. I'm just draggy, and it's hard to concentrate on anything for very long. I'm really getting tired of it.

Can it please cool off, already?
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I swear, I've been such a slug lately. =P On Friday, my shift dragged so much that I thought I'd never get out of there. I couldn't concentrate on anything. Then, on Saturday, I ended up spending over three hours at Wal-Mart. Not on purpose; I went to get my oil changed, and it took them for-bloody-ever. So, by the time I got dinner and settled in at home, I ended up just puttering around on the internet. No productivity for me! And then, today, I ended up either napping or watching TV for most of the day. Tiredness and family drama are fun! Not. =P

Ugh. I really hate it when I have periods like this; it's just such a pain to try to get anything done. Like, I'll go to work and perform my duties there, but that's about it. Anything further that I'd like to get done is way more of a struggle than it should be. And that just annoys the heck out of me. =P I want to be productive, damn it!

...At this point, I'm pretty much ready to throw up my hands. I think that this week, during my free time, I'll just bury my nose in a book and not even try to fuss with other things. Now, the only question is, what book should I read? Hmm. *Eyes Kindle, and fights temptation to go buy more e-books*

Bleh

Jan. 4th, 2010 02:45 am
wildvision: (Mai - Need to be loved)
And yet again, this weekend went by way too freaking fast. =P

I didn't really get much accomplished, which is always a bit aggravating. Heck, I spent damn near all of both Saturday and Sunday lying in bed, watching Bones. I went through a whole season set in just two days. =/ Granted, I was tired, and my mood sucked.

Whine, whine... )

No FMA this week, which is disappointing. Oh, well. Apparently next week's episode will have a new OP/ED, so I'm looking forward to seeing that.

Bleh...

Oct. 18th, 2009 03:01 am
wildvision: (Tsuzuki/Hisoka - Never let go)
Maaaaaan...why have I been such a slug today? =(

I didn't get anything done. Not even a single damn thing. And I'm a little pissed off about that...I'd planned to be productive this weekend! (Of course, I suppose I should know better. That rarely works out the way I want it to.)

And I'm feeling kinda mopey, which also sorta sucks. I miss Jason. I know it's stupid, but I can't help it. And I've just been feeling a little lonely lately. It's aggravating, actually. I hate feeling this way, but there's not a damn thing I can do about it. *Sigh*

...Meh. It's bedtime, so I guess I'll be off. Oyasumi~

Blargh

Aug. 4th, 2008 12:39 am
wildvision: (Watari - The scientist)
I swear...this is getting seriously old. I have been such a slug lately.

About all I did this weekend was watch TV. I bought the Freakazoid season 1 set on Thursday, and that's kept me entertained for a while. (Yes, Kat's being nostalgic. I loved that cartoon as a kid. Hell, I still laughed at parts of it! And the theme song is now firmly stuck in my head, thank you very much.)

I think the only productive thing I've done lately is work on some Winamp skins. I remade an old one and made a new one, both Slayers...I haven't posted them yet, 'cause I'm hoping I'll be able to do more. Though, with my lethargy lately, maybe I should just go ahead and post. =P

Also, note to self, I still need to go back and rewatch the Avatar finale. I'm going to cap it, plus I want to write a belated squealing-fangirl-post about it. Because it was just that awesome. <3

I kinda want to look for some fic (both Avatar and otherwise), but I just started a new book series on Thursday, so I'll be spending most of my free time at work reading for a while...I'm afraid if I spend yet more time reading fic, I'll get sick of it. =P

And, for some reason, I keep feeling the urge to change things. I want a new wallpaper, for one. This has been on my desktop for quite a while now...it's pretty, but I'm ready for something new. (Now, if only I could find a decent wallpaper. Bleh. =P) Plus, I need new icons for my LJ. And maybe even a new layout/mood theme...I'm not sure yet. And I think I'm going to redo my userinfo, but again, I'm not sure how. Blargh.

That's what's really annoying...I want to do things, but I just can't seem to get myself going most of the time. =P

...Well. This post was extremely rambling and pointless, wasn't it? >_>
wildvision: (Yami no Yugi - Afureru)
Apparently, moods don't conform to any kind of logic. =P

It's weird. I'm in this strange, kinda drained mood. But, there's no apparent reason for it. It's kind of annoying, actually. Hopefully it'll be better tomorrow; I hate Mondays enough as it is. =P

...I think I need a hug. A boyfriend (or hell, a close friend) would be greatly appreciated about now. >_> *Sigh*

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